June
1975, my first summer in Alaska. Santa Monica, California, and the swirling
veils of the big city seem very far away. I’ve always been on the stage
dancing, but my stage is about to get much bigger. As one of many new arrivals
in Anchorage, I have no extended family. I felt alone and cold with no
direction in my life. An ad caught my eye in the Anchorage Times. I landed a job that brought me right into the
heart of several neighborhoods.
Community
Education is a new program is Anchorage. Neighborhoods gather together for the
common good and learn new steps. Those families saved my life by giving me a
sense of community and I integrate myself into their community fabric. This was
my first lucky break.
Anchorage
females from all over the city attend my class. Belly Dancing is very popular
these days. Whether it’s for exercise or the novelty of moving your torso like
a snake, they love this class. Mothers and daughters, young and old, find joy
in moving with the ethnic rhythms. Figure eights are a new experience and we
all laugh with amusement. We play peek-a-boo with our chiffon veils. We shift
our eyes from side-to-side and feel the goddess (deity) flow through our
bodies. They feel lucky, too.
June
1976, the first Pleasure Faire opens at Campbell Creek Park. Marijuana is legal
in Anchorage and the hippies have found nirvana. Crafters and artisans sell
their wares to the friendly crowds and food vendors fill their bellies. My
belly is nervous. It’s my first stage performance as Helena, the exotic dancer
from Tudor Community School. My husband, Gary the Klondike Klicker, is selling his
photographs in handmade frames that were recently featured in a story in the Anchorage Times. My son runs free with
his homemade sword, looking to duel with the finely dressed knights that wander
the grounds. Now it’s my turn. The troupe enters the area, covered in brightly
colored chiffons, noisy with the jingle of coins that adorn their belts. The crowd
bursts into applause. How lucky am I.
October
1976. The most beautiful fabrics surround me. I choose a daring red,
embroidered with metal thread weaving complicated patters that swirl your mind.
We’re in the bustling city of Hong Kong where Gary will purchase the best
camera he will ever own. I am lost in the wonders of the city and the vendors
that fulfill your every wish. A vision of a red costume floats through my mind.
Wait till the Anchorage crowds see this. My stage now reaches the Orient and
will offer me Greece, Istanbul, the Orient Express, and Seward, and Kodiak,
Alaska. Gary works for Wien Air Alaska and we had the great opportunity to see
the world. Friends collect Alaskan art; we travel the globe.
It’s
July 4th in Anchorage. We sleepily board the early departure on the Alaska
Railroad, bound for the city of Seward, home of Mount Marathon. We relax among
the unsuspecting riders, and then I materialize as Helena. Everyone smiles. I’ll
not be racing up the rugged mountain full of climbers with scrapped hands and
bleeding knees. I am the entertainment at the finish line. We, the belly
dancers, draw attention with the jingling coins and rhythmic finger cymbals as
we meander through the crowds watching the parade to the Seward stage. I’ve hit the big time. Back towards
Anchorage, the mountainous, winding tracks through the Chugach
Mountains are breathtaking. I’m out of breath as the crowds demand my attention
in the beer car of the Alaska Railroad. There are enough dollar bills stuck
here and there in my costume to buy us dinner back in Anchorage. We head to
Tudor Road and my favorite chili dog at Der Wienerschnitzel. Lucky in
Anchorage.
September
1983. No one recognizes me as I drive down the Seward Highway towards a paid
gig. I wear a long, wavy wig to enhance the facade. At the party the women
entertain my husband while I entertain the birthday boy and his friends. Even
with all the smiles and encouraging cheers, I’m tired tonight. The zills lack
the thrills. Perhaps it’s time for the next stage.
I
have a daughter now. She giggles and wraps herself with yards of beautiful
woven chiffon. She doesn’t know I’m the exotic Helena. She asks me to come to
class on parent day and is disappointed when I show up as the well-respected
Community School Coordinator and first woman President of the Alaska State
Community Education Association.
July
1990. I wander though the tent city on the banks of Ship Creek as Anchorage
celebrates its 75th birthday. Women think they know me, so I ask them if they
ever took belly dancing. They say “Oh, yes” with a great smile. I hear the
commotion as all eyes turn towards the joyous belly dancers. I’m pretty sure I
taught a few of them to move in such provocative ways. As I watch, I know how lucky
they are.
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